Fire and Horses

 

Pale Fire. Vladimir Nabokov's collusively crafted work of literary cunning and genius is an absolute masterpiece. A one-of-a-kind experience, the novel confronts the reader at once with a deranged narrator named Charles Kinbote. Kinbote is the arrogant author of the book's forward which precedes the poem Pale Fire, the final poem penned by the deceased poet John Shade. A lengthy commentary follows, in which Kinbote, a demented and laughably narcissistic self-proclaimed scholar, adumbrates the sordid secrets he believes are contained within the poem's lines. It is an unexpectedly humorous tale wreathed in uniquely gorgeous prose. The work functions as a puzzle box which leaves the reader uncertain of what's real and what's fiction. One wonders whether anything Kinbote says can be taken as true, or whether Kinbote or Shade even exist at all. In this way the novel is conspiratorially psychedelic, and stinks of bong-smoke. Perhaps the whole thing is an elaborate ruse constructed by John Shade? Or maybe Kinbote wrote the damned novel - including its titular poem - in its entirety? Can we as readers know how much of the poem has been altered? Are the facts provided by Kinbote regarding John Shade's life accurate? Questions will swirl for hours and days after combing through the final pages of the Index. Nabokov has the reader jump from footnote to footnote searching for clues in a desperate attempt to make sense of all the various threads being woven together. It is playful and witty and smart and makes great observations about death.

“With this divine mist of utter dependence permeating one's being, no wonder one is tempted, no wonder one weighs on one's palm with a dreamy smile the compact firearm in its case of suede leather hardly bigger than a castlegate key or a boy's seamed purse, no wonder one peers over the parapet into an inviting abyss.

I am choosing these images rather casually. There are purists who maintain that a gentleman should use a brace of pistols, one for each temple, or a bare botkin (note the correct spelling), and that ladies should either swallow a lethal dose or drown with clumsy Ophelia.

Humbler humans have preferred sundry forms of suffocation, and minor poets have even tried such fancy releases as vein tapping in the quadruped tub of a drafty boardinghouse bathroom. All this is uncertain and messy. Of the not very many ways known of shedding one's body, falling, falling, falling is the supreme method, but you have to select your sill or ledge very carefully so as not to hurt yourself or others. Jumping from a high bridge is not recommended even if you cannot swim, for wind and water abound in weird contingencies, and tragedy ought not to culminate in a record dive or a policeman's promotion. If you rent a cell in the luminous waffle, room 1915 or 1959, in a tall business center hotel browing the star dust, and pull up the window, and gently - not fall, not jump - but roll out as you should for air comfort, there is always the chance of knocking clean through into your own hell a pacific noctambulator walking his dog; in this respect a back room might be safer, especially if giving on the roof of an old tenacious normal house far below where a cat may be trusted to flash out of the way. Another popular take-off is a mountaintop with a sheer drop of say 500 meters but you must find it, because you will be surprised how easy it is to miscalculate your deflection offset, and have some hidden projection, some fool of a crag, rush forth to catch you, causing you to bounce off it into the brush, thwarted, mangled and unnecessarily alive. The ideal drop is from an aircraft, your muscles relaxed, your pilot puzzled, your packed parachute shuffled off, cast off, shrugged off - farewell, shootka little chute)! Down you go, but all the while you feel suspended and buoyed as you somersault in slow motion like a somnolent tumbler pigeon, and sprawl supine on the eiderdown of the air, or lazily turn to embrace your pillow, enjoying every last instant of soft, deep, death-paded life, with the earth's green seesaw now above, now below, and the voluptuous crucifixion, as you stretch yourself in the growing rush, in the nearing swish, and then your loved body's obliteration in the Lap of the Lord. If I were a poet I would certainly make an ode to the sweet urge to close one's eyes and surrender utterly unto the perfect safety of wooed death. Ecstatically one forefeels the vastness of the Divine Embrace enfolding one's liberated spirit, the warm bath of physical dissolution, the universal unknown engulfing the minuscule unknown that had been the only real part of one's temporary personality.”

All The Pretty Horses. This is the first title in Cormac McCarthy's border trilogy. Having previously read Blood Meridian, The Road, and Outer Dark, I'd expected more of the same haunting grizzly beauty. Something lighter and more accessible can be found in this work compared to the others, though. Usually a writer intent on exploring the darker, more unsightly aspects of humanity, All The Pretty Horses is more of a boyish coming of age story that evokes Twain, Faulkner and Steinbeck. Reading the book felt like sliding through warm butter. Each page turned with ease and bled effortlessly into the next. I can't recall the last time 300 pages passed so quickly. Of course, the story isn't without his hallmark hardness and brutality, but it just isn't the most memorable part of this novel. McCarthy's deft depiction of adolescent romance makes you wonder why he hadn't written more on the subject. The elegant beauty of the prose and dialogue are striking, particularly when describing landscapes. Two passages which stand out:

"They rode out along the fenceline and across the open pastureland. The leather creaked in the morning cold. They pushed the horses into a lope. The lights fell away behind them. They rode out on the high prairie where they slowed the horses to a walk and the stars swarmed around them out of the blackness. They heard somewhere in that tenantless night a bell that tolled and ceased where no bell was and they rode out on the round dais of the earth which alone was dark and no light to it and which carried their figures and bore them up into the swarming stars so that they rode not under but among them and they rode at once jaunty and circumspect, like thieves newly loosed in that dark electric, like young thieves in a glowing orchard, loosely jacketed against the cold and ten thousand worlds for the choosing."

"They’d ride at night up along the western mesa two hours from the ranch and sometimes he’d build a fire and they could see the gaslights at the hacienda gates far below them floating in a pool of black and sometimes the lights seemed to move as if the world down there turned on some other center and they saw stars fall to earth by the hundreds and she told him stories of her father’s family and of Mexico. Going back they’d walk the horses into the lake and the horses would stand and drink with the water at their chests and the stars in the lake bobbed and tilted where they drank and if it rained in the mountains the air would be close and the night more warm and one night he left her and rode down along the edge of the lake through the sedge and willow and slid from the horse’s back and pulled off his boots and his clothes and walked out into the lake where the moon slid away before him and ducks gabbled out there in the dark. The water was black and warm and he turned in the lake and spread his arms in the water and the water was so dark and so silky and he watched across the still black surface to where she stood on the shore with the horse and he watched where she stepped from her pooled clothing so pale, so pale, like a chrysalis emerging, and walked into the water.

She paused midway to look back. Standing there trembling in the water and not from the cold for there was none. Do not speak to her. Do not call. When she reached him he held out his hand and she took it. She was so pale in the lake she seemed to be burning. Like foxfire in a darkened wood. That burned cold. Like the moon that burned cold. Her black hair floating on the water about her, falling and floating on the water. She put her other arm about his shoulder and looked toward the moon in the west do not speak to her do not call and then she turned her face up to him. Sweeter for the larceny of time and flesh, sweeter for the betrayal. Nesting cranes that stood singlefooted among the cane on the south shore had pulled their slender beaks from their wingpits to watch. Me quieres? she said. Yes, he said. He said her name. God yes, he said."